when you say goodbye.....

Where has time gone?? I always feel like I'm asking that question, and then one of life's "majors" shows up and I begin to ask the question all over again. Yup a life major showed up today... when I said goodbye to our little Trevor dog... "growly boy" as we called him.. one of the "brothers".... He was officially 16 and 7 months old... I was thinking he might make 17, but he really began to get old the past few months, and I knew that not likely. 

When we lost Hunter over a year ago, I didnt' think that Trev would stay much longer. They were always together, though the first year of their life, wasn't pretty... dog fights between the two.. always pushing for that top position... I even wondered if one should be rehomed, but we loved them both and which one would have gone. We worked threw  it, though they continued to push each other's buttons once in a while. They came to us as "fosters"... and we fell in love, and they never left.... I love this photo... they were about 10 months old, and two peas in a pod...

They were sort of the same and very different too... Trev was certainly the pushy one... and got into all kinds of trouble. He loved to eat paper, I can't say exactly how much money he ate, or the number of checks he ate... or the number of cross stitch patterns he ruined. And yet, he loved to cuddle and be with you.. I never could stay mad very long.

Even when he was older, this was a common trick... going into the bathroom and grabbing a toilet paper roll and then walking over with it, as though to say.. "I just found this, it's OK to keep it, right??"

He had to have one of his eyes removed due to glocuma ... but that didn't slow him down one little bit.. and with his dark color and a bit of fancy footwork in the grooming, no one hardly noticed it was gone. 

When we lived in our old hometown, I loved walking the group together... back then it was Moxie, Hunter, Trevor and Camille... after we moved and Moxie left..Tazzy and Livy were with us, I used to take the group, but the older ones were slowing down... I don't have this big group anymore, and in fact, it's just Tazzy and Livy right now... I miss the group....

Like all our spaniels.. Trev loved camp... and he was by far our swimmer dog. Trev swam just to swim..he'd go to the water, hop in, swim a few circles and then get out, and find a warm sunny spot to dry. If he wasn't sunning himself, he was in the lake, and never wondered from camp.. would always be in one of those two places. I think he got one or two swims in last summer, but I guess when I noticed that the swims weren't nearly as often as they once were, I knew he was truly slowing down. It was more sunny spots than swimming. 

I used to smile at the naughty things he still did once in a while. Like this photo..a food bin that belonged to a guest doggie, and Trev quickly figured how to open the door and simply help himself. Funny that if he had been a pup, I would have jumped right onto this and said no... being a senior had it advantages....

So, as I say goodbye to yet another beloved boy... I like to think that he and Hunter are together once again. That Hunter was sitting at the gate of Heaven and saying... "goodness it took you a while to get here".. and perhaps Trevor told him that Mom just wasn't ready to let him leave. 

Good bye my growly, swimming, flyball dog boy... happy running with the ones that were waiting for you, and I expect that you will all coming running on the day that I join you...


love you Trev!!!!!

hold

and the storms came... 1,2,3

the end of an era.....

To everything there  is a season...so the BIble tells us, and I have certainly seen that is true. And such is the story with this wonderful place that I have had the privilege of teaching at for the past 15 years. Every Tuesday evening two to three classes....many dogs and their owners have come threw. 

But change is in the way...Jeanne is retiring from the daycare side, and the property has been sold...houses will be built and the building is coming down. And the doggie print building will be remembered, but no longer seen.

I loved teaching here...you certainly could not complain about a small class room, or the students not having enough space. It was awesome for bigger groups and practicing the come commands.

I even had some classes here just for the service dogs when we had a bigger group here in Maine. So many memories....

Livy and Boomer came tonight...but when I first started teaching here...Moxie was the dog I had...then it was Camille and now Livy...and the service puppies in training, almost too many to name.

This is my last graduating class....they were such a fun group,and I think they felt honored to know they would be the last ones....

Its hard to write this story...not just the goodbye but so many stories in my head about being here, that I can't even begin to write them all. I guess they'll mostly be tucked in my mind and my smiles ..

birthday party (s)

Celebrating....5!!!!

wrapping up the month

The woods peoject

Snowmobiles, snow shoes, soup.....and rain

new views

new month and big changes on the way...

and suddenly we're into the second month of the new year. Winter has been trudging along, typical New England weather, first there's no snow, then there is... and sometimes ice and all. The Old Groundhog has predicted another six weeks of winter...

But, aside from it all, there are big changes about to happen here on the farm. We have talked for quite sometime about "what to do with the woods". While I like having them, and keeping the farm quite private, the woods are so thick that you can't even walk threw them easily. It's mostly pine that has just grown up over the years, so there is no great "value" to any of the wood itself, but it's land that we don't "enjoy". 

There is a small brook that runs along the back of the property, I've only walked out to it twice, but have dreamed of riding, walking and driving paths all threw. It would be nice to have this area to enjoy. 

Last fall, we had a forester come by and walk the land with us. He pointed out so many things, but other than we can't get out there, was the real fact that the woods aren't heathy. The trees are all in competition and nothing is winning. They're weak, and in some ways, dangerous, because one good storm, ice or other wise, in the next couple of years could bring in all down into a big mess. He showed us how thinning it out would not only make it usable, but would much improve the quality of the trees. 

So, after some serious thought, and guidance, we decided to hire him on, and all him and his crew to do a heathy harvest. 

We weren't too sure just exactly when this would all happen, but last weekend, he arrived again to say that we were next on the list. He walked the land again with Ed and made sure we were ready to take this on. I will say I had a little feel of panic... I wanted to be extremely sure that this is NOT a clear cut and that we were doing this for all the right reasons. He promised me it was and that when it was said and done, I would be happy with the decision. So, we said, "lets to do it".

A few days later, the equipment began to arrive. Oh my goodness , I'm not sure what I was expecting, but when things like this begin to roll onto your land, you begin to wonder if this is all going to be OK...

and then I thought, "how can this big thing even get out into the woods". We had a really nice talk with the operator and he put (most) of my fears away. It's going to look different around here, but sometimes changes is a good thing. 

Once the news was out that a feller buncher was on Baby and Papa's farm.. you can be sure that two little grands wanted to come and check this out... so the boys made a visit to farm....

Everyone was quite impressed with this thing.... and gave it a real look over..... I will be anxious to see how this gets threw the woods and what it's going to be taking down, but I have decided just to trust those who do this type of work all the time....

One thing for darn sure.. no one would be standing on this cutter while its working... it's pretty scary when you look at it up close... the boys thought it was great, and they hope to get up here during the week to see it working...

Then it was time for some play in the snow, and of course checking out the barn to see how things look there....

Work begins tomorrow...and I except things will look very different in just a weeks, time...

We also have an anniversary!!! Abraham arrived last year on February 4th, I can't believe he has been with us this long. 

He has turned out to be a very good boy and we love him very much. There are things about him that are so much like our Duke, which has been fun. He seems quite happy here too, he and Tonka are very good friends, and when I need him to "work", he seems very willing to do so. Of course, Duke will always hold his own spot in our hearts, like any of our animals do... but Abe has certainly helped in the healing process...

Happy anniversary big guy!!!

and Horus... well, if we catch him at night, he's been a pretty good little pet to have as well. 

One thing for sure, we have a lot of variety here on the farm... and even I never know what comes next!!!!